Since shortly after birth, our youngest son Alex was an unusually cranky baby, and nothing we did seemed to soothe him. My wife could never put him down, and he would only go to sleep if she rocked him. Then, when he was four months old, his head circumference began to grow much faster than the rest of his body and by nine months old it was off the charts. Amanda and I had raised four other children, and we knew that something wasn’t right. But no matter how hard we pushed, Alex’s pediatricians didn’t see any cause for alarm. They told us to “keep an eye on it” and didn’t run any diagnostic tests.
All of that changed one morning when Alex fell from the living room sofa onto the carpet, and lapsed into a deep coma. Paramedics rushed him to the hospital, and we all waited, terrified while doctors in the ER performed a variety of tests. After the longest, most excruciating hours of my life, they made their diagnosis: Alex had a congenital brain malformation called Dandy Walker Syndrome Variant.
Alex was in the hospital for two months, during which time he had multiple surgeries, treatments and therapies. When he woke up after his first surgery, it was as if he was a newborn all over again.
Amanda and I turned to our extended family and members of our church for help, especially when it came to making sure Todd, Ryan, Hunter and Jason were well cared for. As a parent, it’s heartbreaking to feel like you aren’t giving your kids as much attention and time with mom and dad as they need. And even worse when you see homework and grades start to suffer and behavioral issues develop. They missed us. It was a scary and uncertain time for everyone in our family.
One night while I relieved Amanda so she could have a break, I was walking the hospital corridors with Alex when I spotted a poster advertising an upcoming Starlight Great Escape. The idea of an all-inclusive event that would allow our entire family to have some fun together and distract us from Alex’s treatments sounded like a dream come true.
Once Alex’s health began to improve, we attended our first Great Escapes. Now we go whenever we can and all of our kids look forward to them. We’ve enjoyed many neat excursions -- Zoolights at the Phoenix Zoo, Monsters on Ice and the Circus just to name a few. They bring our family closer, simply by allowing us to set aside time to be together and forget, just for a little while, the treatments, therapies, surgeries, MRI’s, CT scans and worry associated with Alex’s illness. Without Starlight, there is no way we’d be able to afford or find the time to plan all of these wonderful family experiences.
We also have the chance to meet other families in similar situations – maybe not dealing with the same illness -- but struggling with the same sorts of issues -- concerns about care and dealings with physicians. Our children get to meet other siblings and develop friendships with similarly-situated kids who understand how they are feeling.
One Great Escape last summer in particular meant the world to us. Held at a local pizza restaurant, the theme for the event was a birthday party celebration -- an invitation for Starlight families to come together and celebrate all of the sick children’s birthdays that had been overlooked due to undergoing treatments. For our family, however, it was a chance to make up to our kids the birthdays that we’d missed. You can’t even imagine how much that meant to us all. Todd, Hunter and Jason got the best belated birthday party you can imagine.
I am very happy to say that Alex is doing much better today. We were able to have his feeding tube removed, and he’s now eating normal food and feeding himself. He’s also walking and talking a bit and expressing his preferences for favorite activities, foods and toys. He’s even figured out how to get past the child-proof latches on our cabinets!
Slowly, our family is returning to the life we had before the scariest, early days of Alex’s illness.
Starlight has truly helped open our world up again. I wish that every family with a sick child could have the same benefit, and perhaps with the continuing generosity of caring individuals, Starlight can make sure that they do.